Suprise?
@ 9:34 PM
baby , i know we have been having huge arguements for quite some time
sorry , i din wanna add to ur burden ..
but i jus needed to complain & relieve e stress i'm facing
i din get ur full understanding , but i din give u mine in 100% too.
now i gave 99%, but received 5%..
dear , i wanna let you know i love you despite e quarrels .
hah , a surprise for you . shd i throw cos u dun treasure?
oh ya , maybe u shd change ur blogskin soon .
i know u lyk e previous one & i kinda ruin it . sry .
i'll be ur support , ur pillar & ur strength .
9mths 25days & counting on ..
jiayou for sch , i'll be around to hear ur rantings & i wont mind abit
finally tml can meet u le..
we're going to have a good talk, will we?
we couldnt meet in e end
i hope everything remains the same lyk the past
look at last time ur post..
I LOVE U , LIM DAO WEI JOHNATHON
your baby
Labels: Baby, 对不起我爱你
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@ 11:13 PM

this is de 'junk' that baby made for her loved one... VERY YUMMY!!

her loved ones got each packet of this... hehehe... i got a container =DD

pearlene twin stole my place of taking pic with my laopo... =(

FINALLY i got my chance... YAY!

beautiful orange roses =DD

the surprise of zhuzhu =DD my mum n sis call it zhu ba jie... =X

another lovely couple shot... xD

ohhh, laopo, im shy... im shocked too... hehehe... xP

zhuzhu is suffocating... OPPS!

im jus acting cute... dun mind me pls... 1 shot only...

i wanna gulp down that 3 stalks of roses...

turtle playing snooker... hands crooked, legs crooked...

WOW! a nice angle proxy...

table + jocelyn = tablyn =DD

i was jus stretching... O.o

awww, so sweet ('oo')

my turn to kiss u, u shy??

trying to dig out my 'jiu wo'...

only 1 love...

zhuzhu finally got to hug that flower... she was so happy...

roses BLOOMING =DD

HONEY, y are u alone in the restaurant?!?!?!?!

i dun think u can see singapore flyers outside??

n u see ntuc income building outside too!

watta nice mirror that blocked darling's mirror image...

WOOHOO! scallops, prawns, mussels... YUMMY!!

CHOCOLATEEEEEEE FONDUEEEEEEE =DD blessings from heaven... YUM YUM!

jie jie, food nice ma???

eat faster k??

jie jie n jie fu... den ox n de monkey... jie fu, my shi fu aka sun wu kong... =D

dreaming in la la land...

loving couple, my mum n my stepfather...

cakes, cakes n CAKES!!!

ORHHH! baby drinking wine.... naughty... no la, plain water only... xP

baby punishing me till so happy...

random only, by joc laopo!

opps! M18!!!

beautiful roses by de dark...
the end... =DD hope u enjoy...
LAST BUT NOT LEAST! HAPPY VALENTINES TO ALL!
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@ 10:20 PM
hey guys, back to post... =DD
finally i get to rest from work...
HAPPY VALENTINES BABY!!
darling, i love u lots...
brought darling out today...
woke up at 11.30am...
in de end dozed off back to bed again...
den woke up by darling's call...
den i went to bathe... charged my hp...
dressed myself up... n left hse...
went to take de flowers for darling...
brought zhu zhu out from home... gonna miss zhu zhu...
zhu zhu only slept with me for two nights...
nvm, i still got patrick with me... =DD
den cabbed to baby's hse...
waited for 30mins... lol... hold de flowers till my hand very suan... hehehe...
den honey came down... gave de de roses...
den she didnt noe it was a pig... i told her it was a bear...
den i showed it to her, she was so delighted...
pics lata at de last part...
den we went to east coast park to play pool n snooker...
i dun wish to post so much about that...
yea... so fast forward fast forward...
den went to marina square...
me n baby reached 1st...
saw weilin, de basketball girl...
den saw shuwen with his boyf...
darling scare shuwen by shouting her full name jus behind her...
we went walking around n spent alot of time inside precious thots...
actually wanted to buy HP strap but den too ex...
den when we finish shopping, mum, dad, jie fu n jie jie came...
so went to Pariss International Seafood Buffet to eat...
alot of nice food... like abalone, scallop, mussel, shark fin n alot more...
ate alot alot n alot... got black pepper crab n dory fillet...
everything was fast... wanna grab for foob, better be fast...
less den a minute, everything gone... den have to wait again...
den for de dessert part... darling saw chocolate fondue n was so high...
den ate alot of different cakes till both of us was so full...
darling was on de verge of vomitting...
throughout de journey from east coast to marina square...
darling was reluctant to carry de rose with her...
till she reached citylink n saw alot of couples carrying a bouquet of flowers with them...
den she didnt felt odd n awkward anymore...
hope that she was happy throughout...
this year valentines isnt so well done... i will improve next year =DD
LOVE U JOCELYN DARLING!
TAKE GOOD CARE OF ZHUZHU N BEARBEAR!
I WILL TAKE CARE OF BENBEN PATRICK =DD
*pics next post =DD*
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@ 7:08 PM
hey guys... sorry, long long time no blog...
im currently working in toys'r'us tampines...
for like 1 n half months alr...
has been really busy working for that one n half months...
due to festive seasons like hari raya, Christmas n new year...
den now school reopen n got a 'BIG DAY'...
which is the stock take on 6th to 7th Jan...
stayed overnight in store counting stocks all the way...
finally everything is over...
ytd went back to sch to get results...
heard that my batch didn't do so well...
i was so nervous... one third of the cohort failed English...
i was praying so hard i was not one of them...
my language has always been very poor....
always borderline passes...
when waiting to get my result slip, miss tan face was so black...
seriously nervous... finally my turn...
all miss tan said was 'good luck'...
i open my result slip, i passed my english...
n in fact i passed all my subjects, INCLUDING MY A.MATHS!
ENGLISH=C6
EMATHS=A2
AMATHS=B3
COMBINED HUMANITIES=C5
COMBINED SCIENCES=B3
CHINESE=C6
CCA=A1
L1R2B2=19
L1R4 + CCA = 15
should i say good results? nah, its not...
i cant go to the courses that i wanna go... cos de COP is 14...
but im still eligible for the course...
thanks to my cca... but my chances of being in the course is really low...
now i can only pray real hard...
pray that i can go into the course...
n the poly that i wanna go...
i jus submitted my JAE registration...
n my choices go as...
1st- T19 Leisure n Resort Management (Temasek poly)
2nd-T08 Hospitality & Tourism Management (Temasek poly)
3rd-T18 Culinary & Catering Management (Temasek poly)
4th-S55 Tourism & Resort Management (Singapore poly)
5th-C67 Hospitality & Resort Management (Nanyang poly)
6th-T45 Veterinary Technology (Temasek poly)
7th-S90 Aerospace Electronics (Singapore poly)
8th-T15 Cyber & Digital Security (Temasek poly)
9th-T16 Game & Entertainment Technology (Temasek poly)
10th-T12 Media & Communication Technology (Temasek poly)
11th-T42 Mobile & Wireless Computing (Temasek poly)
12th-T24 Visual Communication (Temasek poly)
hope i can go to the 1st three choices...
best is the 1st choice...
waiting for 30th January...
to my baby laopo...
i finally blogged...
i love u baby...
i miss u so much...
HAPPY BELATED 6TH MONTHS BABY!
i will nv 4get u...
missing u every single second...
wo ai ni laopo! dun ever leave me k??
Ann Chee: Linked =D
Pearlene: Relinked xP
Kenn: Relinked =D
Farhan: Relinked xP
Mingyi: Relinked =D
Swee Soon: Linked xP
Rowena: Relinked =D
Canroli: Relinked xP
Nathaniel: Relinked =D
Weixuan: Relinked xP
Timothy: Linked =D
Pei Hsia: Linked xP
Wei Hsiang: Linked =D
sorry guys, past tags will not be entertained... cos really alot... i promise from 13th jan 2009, 8.30pm tags onwards will be replied...
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@ 1:24 PM
Instructed to blog...
Boyf's away in sch.
Hmmm, SORRY BOYF.
This matter i wont elaborate, only th 2 of us know
His Olvl coming in 3 more days!
GREAT LUCKS! ;DD
Aft ur exams we can play & have more outinggs.
JIAYOU!
Recapps on yesterday...
suppose to go & eat @ City Hall area
But bcos i was moody & all tht, we din manage to go. D:
SORRY BOYF.
In th afternoon we met & went to his hse
Watch abit of incredible tales & had lunch
Den went to th room....
& we feel aslp arnd 6pm.
Woke up & went to blk85 for dinner
Aft tht, boyf. send me home
Nth much to say alr
Boyf. my blog entry is specially for u
No matter wat, u must trust me k.
i love u; byeee
Labels: GIRF.
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@ 3:42 PM
back to post... really not in de mood now... but i dunno where to rant all de troubles inside me...
studied over night ytd at tampines from 1pm all de way to 7am this morning at tampines cc...
did finish all the papers teacher gave ALL BY MYSELF n now left wif chem n a.maths...
i think i gonna go study l8r again...
ytd, ahem got angry when i told her im gonna study overnight...
ahem didn't believe i was studying... den i managed to talk ahem down...
at night, when i called ahem, ahem didnt ans my calls again...
till i didnt have a mood to study....
managed to receive ahem call at 10pm...
ahem was angry again...
till i talked to ahem for like half an hour den managed to make ahem believe me...
so then, settled down to do my hmwk...
didnt from doing from 10pm till 7am in the morning...
tried to call ahem in de morning but ahem didnt ans...
msged ahem n i got a very frustrated reply from ahem...
n its not to my fone, to jianguo's fone...
imagine he was dat msg n at will he think in his mind??
u said that u believe me n everytime once i wan to call u, u either reject or not pick up my call...
u noe u made me really not able to study??
when i came home, i showed u all de work i have done...
but u claim that i can finish all dat work within like awhile only...
yes, mayb its only 1 or 2 pages... BUT I NIDDA THINK RITE!?!?!?!
yes, i dun deny i talked to you in a bad manner...
but thats cause IM STRESSED n u dun even noe de stress im going thru...
all i wan is someone hu understand my plight...
u think i like having panda eyes? u think i like forcing myself with papers when i dun even like?
im like any other teenagers out there... i wan com, tv, psp, play n of coz play hard...
but i gotta restrict myself to all this things...
u asked me why i cannot study at home...
i told u coz when i see de bed, com n tv, i wun study...
whats de reply u gave me, " thats yr problem!"...
is there anything else i can say??
nv study got wrong... study yet u dun believe despite all de hmwk i have shown u...
i noe u r afraid tht i might mix de wrong company...
BUT i told u, u can 3G me anytime or come down to tampines to spy me...
isnt that a very good assurance?? if u 3G me anythime, i will have to ans yr call...
n i cant bluff u if im stdying anot rite...
ahem, pri sch is very siff from sec sch... if maths is that easy, our papers dun nid use calculator alr...
back to pri sch... everything mental...
really hope that someone at hm can understand de stress im going thru...
de only one that understands me now is laopo...
laopo, thnx for being here wif me...
u r de one hu kept me going n still keeping me going...
nobody at home understands me...
its not that i dun wanna say sorry to ahem...
but even if i say sorry, whats de use??
she will still doubt on me...
i improved from 35 points at mid year to a 24points for prelim...
but she claim that my studies suck...
didnt improve at all...
u noe how hurt im when i heard those words??
i dunno how to say sorry 2ahem...
coz whatever she said to me, i jus cant shake it off from my mind...
im not angry or watever wif ahem...
but i jus thinks that nobody appreciates de effort i put in...
laopo, dui bu qi for not promising u to say sorry to ahem...
i noe u msged ahem for my sake...
baby, im really thkful that u r by my side...
u noe this morning when i wanted to go to bed...
i prayed to god that god can let me jus die in my slp peacefully...
i dunno how to carry on... nobody in this hse aprreciates...
but on de other hand, i have to see de face of ahem...
laopo, lets not talk about me... but about u...
r u ok??? u must tc k??
i really dowan u to breakdown...
baby, we will push each other alright??
we will be each other's listening ear hwn any of us got any troubles...
baby, u can do it de...
there's only a room for u in my heart... nobody else le...
if u even leave me, i really wanna die...
do u noe that when i cried this morning, all i wanted was to run out of my hse to find u...
i wan a hug from u... coz i noe only u appreciate my everything...
iloveu baby... i gtg le... wanna finish up my a.maths n chem...
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@ 7:49 AM
as promised to my laopo, i will blog :]...
changed blogsong again.... to truly madly deeply...
this song is for me by laopo n for laopo by me... xD
let turn de clock back to thurs...
baby came my hse to study wif me...
n we really studied... laopo, im a guai laogong =DD
den pei laopo go home... went to bedok inter to buy tapioca for her sis...
den reached home n rested.... used lappy till around 1am...
now to friday... quite a long n boring day at first...
went to sch in de morning with baby...
was alil sad i dun deny.... coz de only time i haf with laopo 2day is only morning n recess...
den class lessons was ok... jus that we got piles of hmwk on a day...
3 E.maths papers, 2 A.maths papers, 1 chem paper n 2 english hmwks.... WHOOO!!!
jus a day, so many papers to do... think my weekend is sucked out...
CLASS period, got back result slip...
L1R4 they print 18 which was wrong... it was 24...
i was sort of in a dilema... coz i didnt noe if i shd be happy or sad seriously...
i have improved alot alot... i no longer was ranked de last few in my class...
but im still de last half of the class...
im sad coz this is still not de points thaat i wanna see...
so, i rather be sad n not be complacent...
i put in effort for my prelims, so i improved...
im gonna put in more effort this time for my 'O's for this 27days...
n i will improve i believe... nth's gonna tear me apart... PBT!
all i nid is laopo de support... seriously, laopo is de one hu is pushing me all along...
laopo is de one hu nv fails to stop to encourage me...
laopo, u are my greatest support n my greatest fear...
coz with u, nth can tear me apart... but once u r gone, my heart is dead too...
den aftnn had a.maths remedial n ss remedial...
den went home n slept... missed laopo alot alot...
msged dear n met her to go bedok inter to buy some stuff...
bought a sesame paste n bought things at pasar malam...
went home n went out again to fetch my sis...
slept in de lorry for around 2hours... OMG!
reached home, com-ed, chat wif baby n slept...
yes baby, we will love each other truly, madly, deeply... i promise forever
laopo, i nv fails to think about u whenever i im alone...
mayb u are alr part of me 4de rest of my life...
so i yearns for u whenever u are not wif me...
iloveu so i fear losing u...
imissu so i spend every moment wif u preciously...
ineedu so i put u 1st den anything else...
iwantu so i will make sure nobody takes u away from me...
who will be de one wearing de wedding ring dat i buy? you!
who will be de girl i wil be proposing to? you!
who is de girl that i will choose to love with all my heart? you!
baby, everything will be you, jus you... nobody else...
sometimes, i miss u till my tears jus wanna drop down...
eyes turn watery, heart turns sour, u r my everything...
I LOVE YOU!
Promise u'll hold me tight & never let go